a decision has been made..

Posted on November 16th, 2009 in my self by adolfegumera  Tagged , , , , ,

d0.0b :  naks naman english yun title ha!!!

d-.-b : danun talaga!

mahirap magdecide…

d0.0b : lagi naman….

d-.-b : pwera lang when it comes sa FOOD. joke lang.

d0.0b : takaw mo talaga.

d-.-b : hehe! kanina pala dude kumain ako sa S____O.

takte nahilo ako..hehehe

d0.0b : sino naman kasama mo?

d-.-b : si SADAKO

d0.0b : nyaK!!!

nagdesisyon na naman ako ng wala sa oras.

hindi na kasi ako masaya EH.

diba para umunlad ka dapat masaya ka para sa sarili mo, pamilya mo, mga tropa mo, isip mo, puso mo, at yung mag nililigawan mo…togoink!!!

sa desisyon ko ngayon, meron namang kasamang kaba.

sa lahat ng desisyon sarili mo lagi ang tama, kaso minsan nasa huli ang pagsisisi kung hindi maganda ang magiging result ng desisyon mo.

d-.-b : nalilito na ako, tulong naman. =’(

d0.0b : oh ano na naman yun?

d-.-b : may gusto ako eh. hindi lang ako makapagdecide kung alin sa                           dalawa.

d0.0b : hindi ba pwedeng pareho na lang?

d-.-b : may nakita kasi akong napakagandang pusa at isang sobrabg kulit na               pusa

yung napakagandang pusa sa unang tingin hindi maganda..hehe

pero kapag tinitigan mong mabuti aba! maganda nga!

medyo mailap nga lang sa akin.

sasama lang siya sa akin kapag kasama lang nya yung mga tropa nyang             pusa. meow! tinatawag ko hindi ako pinapansin, bakit kaya?

wala naman akong ginagawang kasalanan.

COFFEE pa naman daw name nung pusa..hehe

adik pa ako sa kape and may feelings ako sa kanya na magiging ok                   naman kami kung sasama siya sa akin. kaso hindi nga nya ako                           pinapansin maxado.   :’(

kaya hiniram ko muna si COFFEE para gumala syempre with her friends included.

hindi pwede mawala yung mga yun. u know naman baka hindi sumama sa akin si COFFEE. alam ko strict nanay nya..

so kumain kami, then may dumating si SADAKO pusa din.

na matakaw.

grabe ang lakas kumain.

tropa din naman pala nila yun pero iba ang blood line.

so sumama sya sa gala namin.

pumunta kami sa lugar na maingay at sangkatutaka ang gatas.

dun daw trip nila eh.

eh hindi pala trip ni COFFEE uminom ng gatsa so isang bote lang daw siya.

sabi ko naman good..

ok yun.

ganon mga gusto ko eh yung hindi malakas uminom ng gatas.

kaso hindi naman nagtagal si COFFEE.

kailangan na din nya umuwi agad kasi gabi na din and magagalit nanay nya.

sa kasammang palad hindi n ako nakasama sa paghatid.

mawawalan kasi ng kasma sila SADAKO and MR.LONGHAIR

so si BIG BRO at si CHUBS na lang ang naghatid..hehehe

at dun

ko na lang nakilala si matakaw na SADAKO..

hehe

sakit na daw tyan nya madami na daw siyang nainom na gatas.

hehe

kung nagbabasa ka talaga si SADAKO ang opposite ni COFFEE

hehe

as in para sa akin OPPOSITE talaga.

makulit kasama.

grabe and ang lakas uminom ng gatas.grabe…

so dude?what do you think? alin sa dalawa?

gusto ko na kasi magkapusa eh. yung aalagaan ko.

yun mamahalin din ako siyempre.

d0.0b : actually dude, mahirap yang sitwasyon mo ha.

as in..hehe

SADAKO or COFFEE ba?

dun an ako sa paborito mo.

pero mukang close na kayo ni SADAKO eh.

patay ah.

hirap.

at nakakatakot pa si SADAKO noh.

pero easy ka na lang dude.

maghintay ka lang, wag ka magmadali. AYT?

d-.-b : oo nga alam ko yun nakakatakot talaga

makakapaghintay pa naman ako eh and hindi nMn  ako naman                         nagmamadali

kasi kapag pinilit or minadali ko? malaki ang percentage na magasisisi ako sa bandang huli…..

malamang magkakamali ako..hehehe

ano na ba dapat kong gawin?

hay………………

:’(

hindi talaga pwede both noh..

ang gusto kolang talaga mangyari, sumaya naman sana ako.

kahit na iakamatay ko pa basta sumaya ako

kahit  mgalit na sa akin lahat basta sumaya lang ako.

parang ganon……

sana mabasa ni coffee and sadako  ’to

d0.0b : e hindi naman marunong magbasa mga pusa noh…..

d-.-b : ah…..bahala sila…hehehe

hanggang dito na lang muna dude…

bye

maybe this is the time?

Posted on July 28th, 2009 in Uncategorized by adolfegumera  Tagged , , ,

the day i captured this photo i suddenlly realize the fact that i miss you, i really miss you so much thou we just met in the teachers office, and went out for a movie before i go back to work.

how come that i miss you by this photo?becuase we never had one, and i wish we could.

spending time without anything to do makes you think of everything that happened, and that may happen…

so i thought of what if we…blah!blah!blah!

i’ll tell you if you react to this blog of mine.

then a had created a poem?qoute or what so ever you may call it which reminds me off you i wanted it to make it long but no more words comes in my mind

“you turn my world upside down, turned off the lights and turned off the sounds”

its just seems that  -  - - - -  - - - 

i hope you are fine.

i don’t even care if you worry or remeber about me.

the important thing is i care for you..

 

a story of my friend

argel a duefom 

a lonely man

for now

hirap kaya

Posted on December 6th, 2008 in my self by adolfegumera

hirap kaya mabuhay magisa…nakakalungkot, nakakatamad, at higit sa lahat nakakainggit….

pero masaya din naman maging magisa kasi nagagawa ko ang lahat…

lahat ng gusto ko….

hahahaha…

pero ikaw talaga ang gusto ko eh…

ano ba gagawin ko?

ang layo mo…

layo ng bahay mo,

ang layo din ng work mo…

ang hirap mo pa macontact..

kelan ka ba pwede?

kelan ba kita makikita?

saan?

ano?doon na naman?

hindi ka na nagsawa dun…

I’m scared to fall in love, scared to fall fast, because every time I fall in love… it never seems to last.

hirap kasi mainlove talaga…

lalo na kaag ako ang nainlove…

ano pinagkaiba ng i am inlove with you sa i love you?

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

It takes a minute to have a crush, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

kaiangan talaga ng oras para sa lahat..

kelan ka kaya magkakaroon ng oras sa akin?

sana you’ll find time habang bakasyon ko pa..

It’s hard to find someone whom you truly love, much less to find someone who loves you as much. When the chance comes, don’t ever let go.

never let go and never regret sa mag desisyon mo…

wag nyo ako gagayahin….

A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears.

ito ang satingin kong totoo…

kasi paano ba mambola?

paano ba sabihin ang nararamdaman?

baka naman kasi mabigla xa eh…

i hope talaga na magkita na tayo…

soon…

gagawa ako nga paraan parta magkita lang tayo….

at kaopag nagkita tayo..

sana magawa kong pinakamasayang araw mo ang araw na yon…

hirap talaga kaya tulong naman….

alone?who?me? naman….tagal ko ng alam yan

Posted on November 10th, 2008 in my self by adolfegumera

(o.o) we may be two totally two different peopl with nothing in common and nothing alike and people may tell us not to be but the thing that matters only is the love that called us to be together and to make us not so lonely

hello?may pinaparinggan ka ba?

(o.o)WALA ah!

uyyyy!defensive xa!!!!

(o.o)tumigil ka nga jan……

namumula na xa..hahahaha

(o.o)ayaw mo tumigil ha?

ito naman hindi mabiro…

biro?puro na alng biro ayn tuloy hindi sineseryoso mga sinasabi ko, ay!MO pala….bakit pa kasi nauso ang biruan nayan…sino banagpauso ng biruan, ng jokes…

i’ve been alone for a very long time dahil sa mga biro at jokes..

magseryoso kaya ako?hindi naman bagay….

choro:”KALBO KA KASI”

anong connect nun?

ewan ko basta bahala na paguwi ko….

sana may sumundo sa akin?

ano kaya feeling ng may sumusundo?

ano kaya kung ikaw sumundo sa akin?susunduin mo namankaya ako?

mahal na yata kita?

kaso may mahal ka naman yatang iba?

(Taongbayan: YUN LANG!)

masaya ako kapag nakakausap kita kahit sa phone lang…masaya ako kung masaya ka…masaya na ako makasama ka lang….

ako nandito lang…

nandito lang sa tabi mo hindi sa likod,…

(TAONG BAYAN: NAMAN! ANG DRAMA MO DUDE)

ganon talaga tinamanan ako eh…

kung sino ka man, sana magkita na tayo AGAD….

at kung sino ka mang nagbabasa nito? sana ikaw yan….

at yung gift mo for me itabi mo muna ha..hehehehe

nagbiro na naman….

 

 

 

mahal na yata kita

Posted on October 28th, 2008 in Uncategorized, my self by adolfegumera  Tagged

I just love you because I do. I can’t change it. Its not my choice. I wish I didn’t, but that’s how love is. I can’t say a word about you. I have to forget about you. I wish you didn’t make it so difficult for both. There are things I wish I could tell you. There are many things I need tell you, but I can’t find the way. I can’t find you. Your way of looking life is different from mine. I can’t change it. Its not my choice. I wish I didn’t love you. I can’t forget about you. I just wish it could all work out like it once happened.

i am sorry

Posted on July 21st, 2008 in my self by adolfegumera

I am so sorry for loving you so quickly, although my love is not news for you… I am so sorry for spending the nights staring at you, wondering if all this is really true… I am so sorry for looking at you so deeply, trying to drink from your lips the sweetness of your smiles… I am so sorry for trying to catch your steps eternally trying to go escape from me… I am so very sorry for trying to please you all the ways I can, and fail time after time… I am so sorry for trying always to get a sincere smile from you… And I am so sorry for hardly cheer you and always let you down… I am so sorry for making promises and realize just now you never needed any of them… I am so sorry for just wishing you to be happy and finding just now my impossibilities to achieve it… I am so very sorry for letting you down… I am so sorry for this food I have, the one that feeds neither your body, nor your soul… And I am sorry for had been so honest and with this making you wonder about something unreal… I am so sorry for not having enough to buy the Heaven for you… And I am sorry for my Heaven not being enough for your wishes… I am sorry for being also lost sometimes… And I am so sorry for this craziness living inside my heart… I am so very sorry for my craziness not being enough to comfort yours… I am sorry for accepting living life like this, no matter the future in front of us… I am so very sorry… But please, I just don’t want to be sorry for not regretting while I still had time to… And above this all… I am so very sorry for being sorry for all of this…

it ends to night

Posted on April 23rd, 2008 in my self by adolfegumera

Your subtleties Aws_workshop
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
Your finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight
Won’t make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when your blind
It’s better than I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won’t make this right,
It’s too late to fight,
It ends tonight,
Tonight,
Insight,
When darkness turns to light it ends tonight