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I am so sorry for loving you so quickly, although my love is not news for you… I am so sorry for spending the nights staring at you, wondering if all this is really true… I am so sorry for looking at you so deeply, trying to drink from your lips the sweetness of your smiles… I am so sorry for trying to catch your steps eternally trying to go escape from me… I am so very sorry for trying to please you all the ways I can, and fail time after time… I am so sorry for trying always to get a sincere smile from you… And I am so sorry for hardly cheer you and always let you down… I am so sorry for making promises and realize just now you never needed any of them… I am so sorry for just wishing you to be happy and finding just now my impossibilities to achieve it… I am so very sorry for letting you down… I am so sorry for this food I have, the one that feeds neither your body, nor your soul… And I am sorry for had been so honest and with this making you wonder about something unreal… I am so sorry for not having enough to buy the Heaven for you… And I am sorry for my Heaven not being enough for your wishes… I am sorry for being also lost sometimes… And I am so sorry for this craziness living inside my heart… I am so very sorry for my craziness not being enough to comfort yours… I am sorry for accepting living life like this, no matter the future in front of us… I am so very sorry… But please, I just don’t want to be sorry for not regretting while I still had time to… And above this all… I am so very sorry for being sorry for all of this…